Hi, you’re perfect and I love you.

It’s not just another teen love thing;

I don’t even know how to begin; the way she makes me feel.. is just amazing. I feel like nothing in the world can bring me down when I’m near her. Two weeks, it took just two weeks for me to just fall in love with her and I love every moment of being with her. Baellie, I really do love you. I love you so much and I can’t wait to see you again. It’s been so long since I’ve seen you. 1,299 miles is the distance between us and it feels so far. I know it’s only a matter of time until we’re together again but this space is killing me. I miss you so much. I miss your smile, your laugh, our meap merp songs, our gayness when we’re together, the way you kiss me and hold me, everything. You are so perfect babe, in every way. You’re my litto hamster and I love every moment of being with you. <3

She always knows how to get me to over think.

She had to go and mention what I wanted in the future. Yeah, I wanted a huge wedding. Yeah, I wanted 11 kids. Yeah, I wanted to get married. No, I couldn’t picture it with anybody but you but guess what? I love her. I love Baellie. I’m not letting her go. Things change. People change. No, I don’t want a wedding. I don’t even want marriage. I don’t want 11 kids anymore. I don’t want sex. I don’t want anything anymore. My whole future changed as soon as I fell in love with Baellie. She makes me happy. I don’t care if you don’t think so, but I know it. I feel it, not you.

I’m really lame but she wanted it ~

I had the best birthday ever.

I went to school from 7-2 like always. Joseph made me a cake and cupcakes. I got my phone taken away -____- but then I got it back :’) I went to Target with my girlfriend, then we went to Portofino’s with both my moms, my cousin, and my best friend. Then we dropped off my cousin and best friend at her house and we went to Goodwill o.O i don’t know why x: anyways, then we went back to my house and we cuddled in my bed for an hour and i was so happy and i couldn’t stop smiling. she is so cute <3 okie so then we went to my surprise party but since i already knew, i came in through the back and i surprised them instead :3 lol, i kill all the fun. so then we hung out, made smores, i threw my girlfriend and myself in the pool (which was FREEZING), threw cake at Joseph, ate cake with him using a knife, and had the best time ever. I could care less about the presents but I spent the day & night with the people who mean everything to me, my TRUE friends. I love you guys, thank you for everything you have done for me. ♥